jumping jellybeans!

the man who planted trees

2005-10-26T23:15:00.000-07:00

Doughnuts in NY

This damn program is so screwed up. Something has gone terribly wrong and I cannot change anything on this silly screen. Going to change the layout in order to be able to alter the stuff here. For one, I'm now listening to DaftPunk’s Something about Us, a little bit of donut boy’s Sade, Relient K, lots of R n B….

Winter is coming and it is getting cold. The only good thing about the cold is the new wardrobe I’ll be getting.

I am dreaming of a holiday. The other day someone told me she was going (she’s there now, lucky!!!!!) to Paris for the Salon du Chocolat. The only chocolate I get to eat now is my lousy bar of Kit Kat.

I am sitting here with my miserable bar of Kit Kat and Earl Grey, trying to get some perspective in my life. This only means I’m lying in bed, tucked under the covers with a good book trying to escape from reality.

On the topic of winter clothes: there’s NOTHING to buy! Went to town with the intention to spend but came back angry, pissed and empty handed. Mango had woolies in the most disgusting colors; no matter how hard I TRIED to find something to buy in Topshop, Mango, Zara, etc… there is just nothing. Shopping is just no fun any more.

On a happier note, I got my hands on Giono’s The Man Who Planted Trees.

“[…] I never counted up the setbacks and disappointments he met with. But inevitably so great an achievement must have had to surmount some adversity, and such a passion couldn’t have won through without some struggles against despair.”

Ahhhhhh…. Going to start reading my favourite guy Dostoesvsky’s Poor People. Dreaming of doughnuts …. in NYC.

Shake Shake Shake Shake Shake It Off!

2005-07-31T05:02:00.000-07:00

Shake Shake Shake Shake Shake It Off!

THis might be the time when everything that may happen, happens.

I have to shake off all the delusional thoughts running in my mind..

Gonna change this blog when i have the time and when the comp is finally fixed..

Lalalalalalalalalalala............. :)

holly-weee- wood

2005-05-09T03:08:00.000-07:00

feeling like shit

getting pudgy.. crammed full of royal milk tea, earl greys, otsumami, chipsmore white fudge cookies, kettle krisps and watever i can lay my hands on..

as usual, my head is full of nonsense and sense but i just can't put those into words.. like, some sort of linguistic spasm..

i've taken to jotting in my journals like the good ole days again.. i'm sure the english in the last sentence is all screwed up ... but as a bad tempered insomniac, i say give it a rest ...

baaaaaliiii

2005-04-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

running out of things to say..

so i wun bother

cheerio ~

tadaima

2005-03-23T04:41:00.000-08:00

tadaima!

indulging in my milk tea while the zits break out in a party on my face...

~cheerio

post birthday blues

2004-12-23T23:23:00.000-08:00

tired tired tired

getting bloated and breaking out in zits and all...

10th Dec : MTV Voting Party @ Zouk courtesy of xy's persistence.. now i know why it was worth it .. cos at the bar counter we saw the xiao yan dau (that one that one) and burst out giggling like a bunch of teenagers.. tsk ... and gi showed us ALL her special talent...heehee.... she was so close to winning the prize..;) thruout the whole party and post-party i had one thing on my mind.. i had to wake up at 530 AM the next day WAHHHHH...zzzz

the rest of the week

spent

on

some boring

texts
and

lots of tests ...

stress~~~!!!!

21st Dec : "old" 70 people's gathering .... so happie to see them all... soph, mark, jon, gi, boon and kiong ...esp soph..since now we can all bitch about life as most of us are working (dammnit ..why cant i be one of them who doesnt need to work?) miss them all so much since we hardly get together... and jon: nice nice hair... in the 3.5yrs i've known you..it's at its nicest ... hahah:) thks for the card.. i think you remembered my fav color.. which explains..

22nd Dec : I'm not old... not yet ... WAHHHHH...Trin bought a cake to celebrate ... and it was .. well... really really a surprise... i'll try to smile more.... to overcome my stupid dao face...(working on it working on it)

Meanwhile, birthday lesson: never stand next to the bar counter.... never never ever!!! *trying to forget everything.. but not much to forget since i dun remember much* tsk tsk

camera's wif nic so no pics to post ..

endure endure.... more weeks of studying to go~~~ !

girls' day out

2004-12-09T22:41:00.000-08:00

FWAHHHHHHHH !!!!

After so many weeks of "no life" finallly got my big fat ass of the seat...

Dearest dearest frens back at 72.... despite the sarcasm and insults. i know they love me..heh.. (correction: i still love them) ...hahah

found out that ah boy is now....... DA GE!!!!!! OMG!!!

wat has the world got to ?.... haha.. but we really miss giving him a difficult time .... he will always be the ah boy slave to us ...(terms of endearment k)

zzzzz.......

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Thursday = SHOPPING TIME!!! window shopping that is ...

SEE THIS??

that is the sparkle... sparkle sparkle ..off the tiffany and co ring....

THIS ...

all of $30,000....

downside: the moment lasted only 10 seconds ;p

meanwhile.... walked around town and courtesy of sy: YSL (sale ah sale ah ...stupid sales assistant), LV (that cute guy vic foo..hahaha.. we both beoing him; and sy bought the cute pouch *envy* who is going to buy that for me on my bday??), Prada...

i'm really tired....

yawnnnnzzz....

until the next time.... i really dunno when ..cheerio~

crash goes the tea bottle

2004-11-10T15:34:00.000-08:00

got some exercise today ...

cleaning up the mess

since the comp was down the past few days ... been trying to take my mind off my troubles ...

so i finished up my nail polish just applying and removing ... *zen*

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meanwhile ... realized yesterday was TK's "old day" ...

zzzz... should go and study ...

farker

2004-11-09T09:22:00.000-08:00

UGHHHhhh...

FARKER!!

comp + fio = headache

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anyway ..

c'est tout ..

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fear is....

2004-11-07T20:27:00.000-08:00

fear is......

Palahnuik once said (thru his character Brandy of Invisible Monsters) "Find out wat u're afraid of most and go live there.."

haf you tried?

i wouldn't want to live there, really...but i would love to... a contradiction?

then why does something that looks so easy be so difficult to do?

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it's true then .. a thin line of difference exists between a pleasant surprise and a blardy freaking shock...

can't be helped .. as a response mechanism i've become a little indifferent ... 'cept wif respect to fear..

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was reading gi's entries and yeah mabbie i would like to go back n change my life.. i've tot of the consequences, such as: will wat little i would've gained be more important than all that i would've then lost..? Everyone wants to be someone else, isnt it?

so... if i can go back to the past .. i will overcome my fear at a young age..so that i will nt live this life knowing i will not be able to do wat i like (would like) to do ...

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there are however, certain things i dont regret .... i appreciate sadness in my life (i adore it too excessively,maybe) cos it helps me to appreciate the happy moments in my life. the failures in my life has taught me that success is not a thing that happens just 'cause. Pain and suffering is necessary ... cos if nt how will you see beyond the suffering to see how wonderful your life actually is? when i was younger, i have always tot my life is in the pits.. but thinking back.. i realise now how lucky i actually am.. and watever happens, may happen for a reason...

and i'm starting to believe in mister Coelho's take on omens ... we should never never ever consciously ignore omens in our life... cos that will never be a good thing ..

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me, myself & my masochistic (emotionally only) side ..
*blob blob blob*

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by the way, my sis is watching (for the ...th time) pirates of the carribean... *blob blob* johhny depp is so cute.. and i noticed that yeah black eyeliner, or in fact, just eyeliner itself, makes a person look so good.. see johnny d and kiera k ...

eyeliner, eyeliner, dont ever skip it ..*blob*

whoops i mean girl.girl, girl,girl

2004-11-04T21:34:00.000-08:00

Now I'm gonna make you dance
It's your chance, yeah boy shake that ass
Whoops! I mean girl... girl, girl, girl

stuck in my head

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the results

v.nistelrooy scored four... wes was absolute crap at the back ... and suddenly how come roy carroll looks so good now? i think it's the haircut.. so much nicer than the dolly-curls..anyway..good to watch the match cos i cant sleep also .. feeling jittery.. as in zhuo4 ding4 bu4 an1.. duno why also .. it's killing me..

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been eating, sleeping, reading the papers, watching telly, living in denial, wasting my youth...

shud know by now that that silly guy got re-elected... not such a surprise...~neh, not into politics~

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looks like some cheap photoshop thing but it's cheaper than that... not doctored, these are the original pics.. in blue, yellow, pink and normal light ......now you know wat the world is like thru rose tinted glasses.....everyone looks so gross n bloated..

since the nav bar goes on for eternity.. i've added my rant + rave column... why? u say.. bcos i want to rant + rave...why? bcos it's my blog n i can do watever i damn well please..

from sonnet 64, This thought is as a death, which cannot choose(But weep to have that which it fears to lose )*feeling this way*

f this wed

2004-11-03T05:05:00.000-08:00

pissed. pissed. pissed.

dunno why though ...

need to study study study ...

-in a bad mood-

hey how come the font is so small? is the font too small?

fwahh.. later got match i'll be watching ... will save me from the drudgery of life

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -cheerio

i cant change the skin

2004-10-31T19:00:00.000-08:00

looks yummy?

in actual fact...

my sis made them .. and on the same note.. these are the real ones she makes.. or rather made ....

yummi...

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n to answer gi on "The Champions" thingy... the actual scenario is like this:

yu wu (oh i tot it's yi wu): translated should be-- we can do wat we love to do now!!! (yeahhhhh~~!)

then the camera pans to the beach n the two r running/frolicking/watever on the shore...

to which me n sis went: HUHHHHHH???? so tis is wat they love to do????

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IN ACTUAL FACT they went to search for the glass bottle they hid on the shore so they can pop another seashell in .. as a reminder of the times they have been to tioman to scuba dive (19 times altogether!!)

then after the deed was done they ended up luffing n rolling along (one on top of the other, i dunno how or why) n then they made out lor..

kinda cheesy instead of sleazy..yah i think it's supposed to be romantic anyway...

yah thks leh jon ... as usual i like awful looking guys rite? haha.. nahh.. the ranking goes: #1 qi yu wu , #2 that guy... # (at the bottom) toro ..hahahaa

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read the (new n improved) papers...

caught my eye:

so cuteee....meow..

fwahh... why r so many peeps so freakin rich/ earn so much ... ? pourquoi? pourquoi??

i m low maintanence but then a Hermes scarf n LV bag will be nice too..=p

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i'm behind on my exam studying plan .. way way behind .. tok abt a scary scary halloween ....wooooo...ooooooo

by the way how do i know if the layout is/will be compatible wif other browsers.. ??

for once saturday

2004-10-30T13:41:00.000-07:00

the reason why my recent entries r a far cry from the usual laconic ones is cos......

i am so bored

i have no life

as such i attempt to entertain myself wif this ... also no one reads this but it is a try at writing my (boring) autobiography..(conceited, conceited, but then who isnt?)

after a while i will be able to compile the autobiography of the most "happening" times of my life...

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exam season, so boring

in order to force myself to study i've stopped going out altogether ('cept for family trips)..i'm a full-time stay home nerd!

in addition, in my own perverse logic, i've turned to sleeping on the floor so that i can hopefully sleep less...but sorry to say, it doesnt work ...

LAST NITE....

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so bored that i watched telly last night, spurred on in part by wendy (a la of xiaxue.blogspot) ... i have to say: she's right --- TCS shows are so cheesy...

but.... fiona xie is so gorgeous-ly perfect...

the three weird "orbs" on her are actually the hanging lights in my living room ..

the guys ....

i think toro looks weird ... he looks horrible !!! he looks a bit disgusting .. i think it's the "loser" haircut.. ughhh but that's my personal twisted view

anyway .. this guy looks better...

and finally, the main character.. qi yi wu .. i think TCS is milking him for all he's worth .... right after this scene (below)

was taken...viewers get to feast their eyes on him and the female character running along the beaches at Tioman (much akin to those corny karaoke videos) and then ... wait for this ...

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rolling around the beach wif that lady ... fwahhhhhh!!!!!! check out his tanned n bronzed body ... hahahahhaha..

anyway .. after that channel 8 show in which my sis n i were luffing non-stop at the cheesiness

there were some more good lookin peeps ... i spy wif my own eye:

john k of survivor.. the lazzzzzzy guy who talked more than he did n hence was voted off ...

also .. this lady (dunno her name) who caught my eye cos her figure is so freaking good ... she's the one wif the yellow top n kaki shorts ..(and at one time, yellow knee high socks, yeah socks .. on the beach)

one more babe..(for some peeps).. in the show after wards...

on another cheesy show on telly

tsk tsk..

discovered i cant write with bloody long nails ... so haf to cut them .

a disgusting shade of yellow cos of all the black nail polish .. i still like black but taking a break now..

...was taking out my ear studs when the "diamond" fell out ..ughhhhhhhhh!!!!! that was the only decent pair left..

yawwwwnnnnnnnnssssssssssss...

was woken up by dad who tot i had lessons..hahahaha

dad: weiiiii...oeii... wake up ...!!!

me: mmm..huh?

dad: late liao .. late liao

me: huh!!!??? no lesson ..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

turns around n falls back to sleep ...

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NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO breakfast...

but had lunchhh.... since i m no epicure.. tis will do lar.. hawker food ...

gonna change the layout soon .....cos i know this cant be viewed wif other browsers.. tried it out once using mozilla firefox (???!!!) dunno wat on (one of) my bro's comp.. and i was greeted by a horrible sight . the tables are not aligned , esp the tag board...

tsk tsk ... after so much work done to this i a bit resistant to change( as well as lazzzy, wat else)...

after exams ..or mabbie sooner, if i am really that bored .. cheerio

raining

2004-10-29T20:00:00.000-07:00

rainy day ...

n i realised it's true: sometimes ignorance is bliss~ too much information is shit

in tis state of dereliction, haf to study

sitting here wif all the textbooks, my mind somewhere else..

farnie

2004-10-28T02:00:00.001-07:00

JUST FOR LUFFS

ok fine i know i told a lot of peeps i was gonna

go study but u must see this ~~!!!!

so farnie. i luffed until i got a whooping cough n my dad came to see if i was still alive..

check tis out .. making fun of TCS stars.. omg i pity them~~

specifically i was choking at the "telly" pics near to the end.. rude lar a la south park ..

*ahem* .. okie.. study~

lousy grades for last min work

2004-10-28T01:12:00.000-07:00

feeling so ah soh ... ran out of basic tops cos they've either stretched or turned a nasty shade of yellow... the sole surviving one is the mng white racer back..so that's wat i wore..no choice

got back the assignment grade n felt even worse...*tsk tsk*

sat at the busstop.. *quite an idyllic scene huh*...

gera took some bo liao pics of the (boring) scenery n cars passing by .. wonder why...

the boring scenery ...

fwahh.. a car goes by...

my ex-skool..*sniff*

back at hall.. a big moth wif a yellow patch greeted us so in response we made a huge racket...until her neighbor came in to check out who's dead/who's winnin the fight/wat the hell is going on??!!!! but by then we managed to get rid of that thing .. i dun wanna put the gross pic here..

fooled ard wif her camera cos apparently her fujifinepix can be linked up to the internet .. n mine cant! the unfortunate victim of g's choice was des....

later kena chased out by the one wearing the ultra short shorts cos we ended up trading insults over msn... hahaha

ahhh.. on camera on camera- video u mean?

dropped by the lib (the one at JP, not the lousy ones in skool) to return some books when this PRC dude asked me to help him.. wat??!! i try lor..

dude: qing3 wen4 ning2 hui4 ma1? (referring to the borrowing of the books)

me: yah... wo3 hui4.....

dude: oh... (kinda like handing me the lib card) ke3 yi3 XXXXX....? ( i forgot wat he said .. sounded a bit cheem or i dun really understand n rem but i know wat he wants)

me: oh just put the card in ...er... fang4 na4 ge4 card in ... (errrr...) (slots the card for him)

dude: oh...!

me: ... then an4 the language you want ..

dude presses "chinese" (i suspect he doesnt get a word of the singlish i was blabbering.. he looked for visual cues, i.e. when i pointed to the buttons..yelps!!!)

me: ran2 hou4 ni3 ba3 shu1 fang4 zhai4 zhe4 li3 (i point to the pad thing where the sensors are)

dude: oh!

me: yi3 ben3 shu1 er2 yi3 right?

dude: shi3 de4!!!

me: zhe4 yang4 jiu4 ke2 yi3 le4...(after he takes out the lib card)

dude: oh .. xie4 xie4 ning2...

me: *brave smile* (shit! i think i just embarrassed myself)

wah thanks leh.. i must really improve my mandarin ... "an4 the language you want"??? hahahah.. ~i will improve my mandarin~

bought this really useless piece of shit that is supposed to give you "the instant magic bun".. (referring to hair here)..i tried n tried n it doesnt work (at least on me..) *gives up*

oh, need to type out some work...

stuck at shenton way

2004-10-27T20:46:00.000-07:00

stupid hong leong building .. i got off at the wrong exit n cannot find the place... shenton way gives me the creeps ....=( i dun understand why they place the lifts at such weird places... such that i cant get to the level i wanna get .. until the cleaner lady helped me..yelps!!~

late late late then .....

since i couldnt get up for macd's breakkie.. compensated myself wif a macd dinner... which suxxxxx....i still dun quite like macd..

can see that fronm the amount of junk food i'm packing in.. that i'm heck care! heck care!

jon says he's tired, sick, panicky, etc (too many descriptive wrods to mention, he mentioned a lot....).. well i'm stuffed full of junk food n a sudden insomniac.. (hardly happens)..ughhhhhhhhhh.... too many things to consider n too many decisions to make .. n too many readings to do ...too many complaints..

i shud take notice of the advice i pass out to other pple ... instead of tis last min werk...

i continue complaining tmr ...

i'm tired.... with life mabbie ..

sometimes nt even a change will do any good ...

guess haf to take one step at a time n see whether life is worth it all...

it rains every afternoon

2004-10-26T14:44:00.000-07:00

ransacked my shelves to read thru the boxes of notes passed ard in sec sch n found tis:

i think tis is wat gigi was talking abt ..

studied there in pre-primary.. think in chinese it sounds better: "xing ya qi meng"... i din go to a PAP kindergarten or those child care centers ... went to tis "pre-primary" skool situated in a primary skool...

then they banished the system after my batch .. dunno why also ..

dun remember much abt those days.. too dumb then ..hahaha

and after reading gera's post.. i feel tempted to take a pic of her "lime green double decker" hahhaha... next time when i go over i'll rem to take a pic of that classic ..=)

anyway ...been sleeping too much cos Marquez's book is so boring .. it's abt tis gal n how she is supposed to be possessed.. then a lot of X'tian stuff comes out .. zzzzzzzzzz still love "one hundred yrs of solitude"... the best so far ..

cant resist putting in a pic of two of my all time fav footie players ... together!

u know, back in yr 1997, i tot i saw mister a.ferguson n a coachful of .... (i din see, cos the windows r darkened) at the airport at oz... but mabbie i was hallucinating..

been watching central's programs courtesy of my sis who has long since finished her exams...

today's pilot guides is on the U.A.E... wat caught my eye is the world's most valuable perfume according to the lady in the show.. she sais it cost US$25,000.. not sure of the exchange rates...

the packaging looks nice though ... tis gold perfume case..

so far, i've watched dubai, kerala, korea, etc.. * a form of escapism lar *.. n i've given up on Marquesz's novel... starting on DBC Pierre's Vernon God Little that starts off just as bland .....

food for tot: disclaimer--> hey although i think a certain someone is cute doesnt mean i wanna pounce on him...so relaxxx lar..dun start scaring the poor guy .. i think he's quite freaked out ...

cheerio~

another sunday

2004-10-24T01:00:00.000-07:00

*****to my dear fren: point taken! =)*****

today. sunday .... woke up realizing that i fell asleep last nite.. gross.. woke up to greasy hair and face.. not exactly a good start to a sunday..

Of love and other demons is NOT one of Marquez's better books.. or else the exciting parts have yet to come 'cos i've read like abt 30 pages n i still dunno wat's hapening wif this rabies n ger with long hair ...

sheesh...

nothing much in the papers too so i went back to sleep..zzzz....

me, mom n sis: a bevy of three went to visit evelyn n helen for facials .. fell asleep again! ahahah.. read (the next) uncle chan aka siyang's blog n found out tat he actually PAID

50 cents for some sleep (eh..wat you thinking?just snooze, pal).. wat!!??!!.. i can sleep anywhere FOC... haha.. that din sound the way i wanted it to sound... i mean i can fall asleep anywhere.. tried n tested: in the LTs (MLT, LT4(famously so)..etc..), tut rooms, on other pple's hall FLOORS..(eh gera??;)), on the ferry, in rocky coaches, during meetings(hahaahahaha, while taking down the minutes: classic one, that), i even slept thru (dropped dead in less than 5 seconds, according to ah k)even though i was afraid that the room was haunted at rawa..

me sleepyhead, not like uncle chan so rich paid 50 cents for a nap..=)))

meanwhile ... everyone's stuck in their own war...

my (not so much secret-ly) secrets to studying ..(this, my senior, mister H needs)

meanwhile .. much later at nite..

JL twisted his wrist but his wrist is nt the only thing that is twisted .. apparently his mind too... that himbo ! hahaha...

yah lar.. n later when he complain finish he went off to watch the utd vs arsenal match without even saying bye.. men!!=(

gi tried to inforn me abt the network marketing thing.. sounds good leh.. but i'm too damn lazzzzy..

haha... sighh.. i miss hall life where we can sit ard n bitch abt the MCPs in our hall.. stooopppppid guys!!!!

ahem.. hmm... anyway since the "weekend activities club" din set off.. me n JF still miserably alone.. i cant say abt that guy but at least i am miserably so ..

he suggested i ANNOUNCE to the world that i am so ... well.. here it is.. does that make anything better..? i doubt so ..

anyway ... i am reminded briefly of my stint at some damn lousy "world class" telemarketing firm.. brrrr... i still remember how i used to hide in the loo so that i dun have to do so much werk... commo i had to talk to some 200 plus peeps in a day .. n after a while i just want some time to myself ..hahah.. damn n the worse thing was we had to get some keys from this place to go the the damn dirrrty loo... really hard to pass life liddat man..plus all the guys there all either married (this guy we beo-ing, whose wife comes to fetch him!!!this guy, it was really funny, even had the wife's pic on the table)or ugly n old or the IT man... hahah there wasnt much to do ard there man..

brrr....

i feel like a wimp after cal told me he kena run over by a harley and still managed to pass his bike exams .. broken leg, bruises n all...=)

i also feel like bitching .. suddenly.. abt anything n everything..

haaf to wake up early tmr ... i haf i haf to haf macd's breakfast set...it has been like 2 yrs since i last had it .. cant wake up larrr.. wat else?? haha

i feel bad cos JL came back after the match ..hahah

well.. JL sent me tis condom commercial that is supposedly very farnie.. ughhh.. but i cant blardy open it .. i cant open it i cant!! ughhhh!!! n although i always make fun of him... he's still the good 'ol pal of mine...the one who risked kena rob/rape/ or worse both, to walk me across the ulu bridge after hockey trainings..haha..n i am suddenly reminded of the pact we made.. hahahaha.... i think (at least for me lar) it's becoming a reality by the day ... shit .. cant be still single at 40 ...=p

still remember how we used to tok on the phone during JC days ..(that time still in vogue mahhh) ..i think rather, we bitched.. abt everyone n anyone.. but esp abt certain someones..esp that stupid ass (stupid ass who else??) whom i tot he was either gay or sissy .. (who later became my {ex}bf !!haha) silly hor... =)

Dead of the night, i think of you...dark of day, i think of you...cos only sweet memories remain in my world where dreams die.. says:
my nick is so sad

oooookie..=) the closet romantic..yah he keeps saying he is romantic.. but ... *ok lar..nice lar nice lar*..=)

anyway ... start feeling a bit old ..
hmm....

bo liao

2004-10-22T16:00:00.000-07:00

finished reading Eugenides' Middlesex... that was 529 pages of ....? entertainment? information? calliope stepanides is a hermaphrodite n the tale starts in 1922(yelps!) right into the 1970s..

lalalalaaallal~
i'm so bored .. not reading the skool text to my disappointment.. feeling a sudden interest in junk food..JUNNNNKKKKK FOOOOD ... ~!!!!

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smell the roses

2004-10-20T16:10:00.000-07:00

finally. one day in which i wake up and i can successsfully breathe thru my nose.

been so ill i'm virtually bedridden. taken so much panadol i think i took a BOX in the past 6 days...

it's inevitable:

wake up feeling like shit (Take two)

sleep ...

wake up STILL feeling like shit (Take two)

sleep......

take two bites of dinner ... SHIT shit shit shit shit (Take two)

breathing thru my mouth and developing a whooping cough jus of tat..

sleep..

tossing and turning and feeling like shit (Take two)

groggy ..%!@&%$&%$&$%*%#&$#!!!!!!!!! IT's the NEXT DAY???? ALREADY???@#$@^%$^%&^%*^(*& !!!!

ughhhhhhhh.. i sound like a man...! think the illness is passing over n i sound weirdly nasal

to understand why i am in such a position... go no further than sunday ...

after my initial fever subsided.. i sneaked out to gera's 21st party ..and being the smart ass that i am.. ignored the very words my parents drilled (or tried to nag) into me: DUN TOUCH THE FOOD !!!!

yah lar.. although i ate a little the damage was done.. having fried food while having a fever: SIN!!

and that's why i landed in the state i am.

it was nice to meet up wif the rest.. and see wat kind of jobs they r doing..from relief teachers, engineering at shenton way (!) *sniff* (that was me blowing my nose), to bank jobs, to slackers (haha)...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

on another note... mabbie, perhaps... i dunno . but i feel quite lousy after sunday.. i'm bad at awkward situations and not the best person to comfort someone else ..

well...hmm...er...erm..i'm no good at these sitatutions.. sorry ger. but i'll always b there for you! LV bag, or no LV bag..=)

fever sunday

2004-10-17T15:00:00.000-07:00

too ill to function....

comatose on saturday during the presentation. feel like i've let the whole grp down..

for once, me, the ultimate scrooge, took a cab back ...

today....fever third day running ...

and still had to face some really scary peeps.. =(

later~

after thoughts

2004-10-14T01:30:00.000-07:00

haven had the time to do all these "nonsense"

yawnnnzzzz.... all the late nights and early mornings..

To summarise, before i forget ..

haven met up wif des, LL, n the rest for a meal so we had lunch together at can a after their PE class..bitching abt the retail class and stuff..

on the way back .. met XC who said " you look so retro" upon which des, LL, WY and gera burst out laffing .. .. XC still doesnt know wat he has done *=P*

lounging at the lounge and had to sort out the stuff to do for services...

think we were making such a racket i dunno how the guy at the back tahan us..

home. work. ugh. brain. exploding. fell. alseep. again.

the next day had to do work again.. ughhh BUT...

woke up to this

cool rite?notice the gap at the front? i ate it !! haha

back at hall14..

four gers and a lot of noizzzze...and later..

i spy with my own eye ...
eye candy ! =)

home. dropped. dead.

to make things worse .. and this is really shit .. my sis's comp (which i have been using since my fujitsu died) crashed and i made that happen.. bleugh!

she's such a darling .. she just went: "oh, ok". well, it if were me, i'll KILL (with words or otherwise) the person who does that to MY comp..

anyway, had presentation today and it went well ... though .haha.. my bra strap kept slipping down thruout the presentation .. i think i look pretty weird.. damn the stupid thing!

=) all smiles ..

tired. i think there are stuff i've forgotten .. but watever..

second round

2004-10-10T19:00:00.000-07:00

not such a lazy sunday

la la la la la la la la la ...................................

foodie training is going to end.... meanwhile tis is lunchhh..

i was minding my own business when tis bitchy ger at the next table ( her bf was wearing this SMU EXTREMISTS tee) glared at us.....in sy's words she "diao-ed" me ..wat!!!???? wat did i do??? anyway ..... the lady doesnt bother me that much ...silly ger!

i look gross.... and i still haf to finish the stuff left over from yesterday when i fell zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz at 11 (!!!??)pm...

the cabbie driver who took us back is a frenly guy in his fifties who is on the way to getting his masters!!! i mean ... and he has to drive a cab to sustain his family ... he used to be a property agent n he lost his job in the recession . he spoke wif so much passion for his studies: finance and economics(yikessssss!!!!!) but he has no choice but to drive a cab...so why are we studying so hard??!!

back. pack. slack.

bimbo= female who tends to use looks instead of brains
himbo= male who tends to use looks instead of brains
JL= himbo= male who tends to use looks (plenty) instead of brains (any??) ?? ahhahahahah

made fun of him cos he has been bragging too much ..sheesh.. my good 'ol JC pal .. needs an "extreme makeover" soon ..(about time!) and in the meantime,

goon= awkward stupid person (according to dictionary.com)
JF= ah goon !

today learnt so many things (bleghhh!!)

oh oh apparently beckham is cheating on the wife again .. check this out
click here: scandal wif the lady who waxed him...sort of....haha

i hate saturday mornings

2004-10-09T18:29:00.000-07:00

late. late. late. late. late....

i dunno how sy managed to get her hp back at 8 plus AM!!! i was dozzzing off in the train when she sms-ed...zzzzzzzzz

SALES 322: playing games n creating a racket during seminar....

discussed presentation at the last min ...

went to interview tis manager. Impromptu.

*i hate saturday mornings* =(

usually i cant find nice shoes that dun bite. tis pair of x:odus patent "granny" pumps is the exception..at least my feet are happie..

read the next few chapters of coelho's ..By the river...and it's all about love...........hmmm.....
life lived and love lost
etc....... makes sense but i cant rem the words....

yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnz....... i still haf lotsa werk to do ..... by tonight

life suxxx (for now)

one night in hall..

2004-10-08T01:38:00.000-07:00

one night in hall...lalalala

late nites r detrimental to health/looks/tempers/life...

discussion in hall wif the folks from (yelps) 8 to 2 plus am!!! three gers + s'pore idol on the telly + cheese cake + chocs = lots of weird ( and impossible!) ideas + plenty of noize....

it's always nice to go bac to hall......'cept the food ...

rise n shine after a lousy night ......dropped by the library ( dedicated cheapskate book-lover) n met up wif sy...to salvage a problem of the cuticle kind ...

sometimes when one can't help a fren......... the feeling sure suxx...so i hope my frens will all cheer up ... mabbie let me cheer them up at my expense(arh...... i can joke n impersonate...) , or provide a listening ear to all the bitching, complaining, whining, etc.. but pls do cheer up...

foodie tries the new (improved) macdonald's beef burger......... it ......well.. tastes just like junk (food)..

coelho makes a lot of sense (browse thru the religious parts)..

"the universe always helps us fight for our dreams, no matter how foolish they may be. our dreams are our own, and only we know the effort required to keep them alive.."

highlight of the day: =)

the bed beckons.........

genius at werk

2004-10-06T02:00:00.000-07:00

today. report. feeling. so. drained. n it's only (gasp!) 5 pages!

tis reminds me only one thing: FYP, the three dirrrrty letters....

FYP: months of suffering and a new zit everyday,
pertually pissed every single day
the bed going cold cos i've already fallen zzzzz on at the table,
hissy fits and bitch-fights (!)
scores and files of (unread) journal articles i'm supposed to haf read
SPSS!!!!
endless addiction wif caffeine
weekends spent in hall (yikes!)
entire sem breaks drowning in lit reviews

those were the days.....well, as an inspiration for those who are doing their dreaded (whisper: FYPs) .. it isnt all that bad, it'll pass...(evil laugh)

brain-drain, sugar rush, bad hair day, skin's acting up.......ughhh

oh JL n frens went to watch the "sch grass and flower" (cheesy)live telecast to support WQ... wonder who won.. although i cant say i'm that bothered......yawns..zzzzzzzzz

2004-10-04T01:50:00.000-07:00

it's late but i'm still uploading the pics needed for the presentation..

*ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

today had to:

1)sit thru gera n wy's constant "bitch-fighting"
2)witness tis scary bus driver who screamed "OOOOOOOOOEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" at anyone who dared to not pay/try to cheat/etc....
3)go town but not spend .......=(
4)go town for a company interview fer our skool presentation,.

but we got to do tis video wif the dishy waiter @borders bistro... well.. not really dishy... mabbie just cute in a JC kinda way.....sheeshhhhh

food!!!!!!!!!
check tis out ...

in a few minutes..the pipin' hot pizzzzzzzzzzza was reduced to this ....

followed by dessert courtesy of g's networking ...........=) not that i am complaining ...

yummmmilicious brownie!!!!!!!

on our way home...it was weird cos tk spotted me across the (near) pitch dark road jus by lookin at my "brown bag" ... hahaha... homeeeeeeeeeeee......... *concussed*..

nothing happens on a sunday

2004-10-03T01:55:00.000-07:00

nothign happens on a sunday.
sighhhh.. still rushing to finish my assignment when andy aka hockey da jie called me...

andy: hey its' me !
me: who the hell are you??
andy: it's me! er............andy??
me: huh? orhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sorry but i dun KNOW why his number just doesnt register on my hp.. mabbie it's HIGH HIGH time i changed phone (any takers?) and for a moment i was thinking if it was a person i owed money to/had a fling with/bad-mouthed/did something mean to had come to call me up on a lazzzy sunday.somemore he used his "ultra sleek" voice...hahahahah...heh he told me abt skool n it seems okie to me... normal whims mabbie...one advice: if you cant beat them, join them for goodness!

was in pain in the afternoon so just mooched ard... digged up a pack of "double eyelid sticker"..and had a bit of fun ... went to my mom with one eye "single" n the other "doubled" to ask for her opinion..hahahahaahah.. i haf to say my mom comes up wif the most creative n irritating answers!

sobs.........some guy was so blardy sarcastic to me on the phone... sy shud know.. want to @%#%^$^ him but i think i'm just pissed off or something .. mabbie i'm "Over-reacting"! sobs then sy said something which was so sweet (hahah.. paiseh to write this out ..haha) and on the same note..ah jon if you reading tis just try to chill (even though the proj will eventually kill you!??) i'm like....so sarcastic ;( (though i like to think of it as wit.. i know, it's not...watever)

me n xy dreaming of being tai tais again (mabbie just me ..ahaha)...but it has been a while since all of us "old gers" were at level 5 chilling out and "making use" our slave .. and by "making use" i meant cooking food for us/catching bugs/etc.. menial jobs!!! hahaha... sheesh he must be real glad we left and he is freeeeee to mingle wif the young babes.. ah boy must b thinkin: *finally. good riddance! (those "aunties")*

jf was saying that we shud start a "weekends activities" club aka "i'm single, take me" club so that (in his words) the club can schedule some outings for its members.... on weekends...so that members can sit ard thinking abt their own plight... hahahahahhahaha... he sez i can be the chairperson..ahahahha.YEAH?! oh n he asked me to "quickly organise" ... so ......... any takers??!!???haha..help the poor man pls!heehee

takers just email me ...hahahahahaha

the lousy interview day

2004-10-02T23:00:00.000-07:00

lousy stupid day

if nt for my good 'ol pal (*muaks*) who waited so patiently for me for 4 plus hrs (to the brink of madness!)
i'll haf been flippin' in my grave by the end of today

ice-cream messes up the brain, hence is good on a nasty horrible day when everything breaks down (includin the damn printer!!!!)

cut the sugar crap n pass me the sugar bowl!

zzzzzzzzzzz.............. sleep is the best way to escape a baaaaaaaaaaad day...

cuticlehell

2004-10-01T22:10:00.000-07:00

went to go my nails wif sy.. selena tan the comedian was there too..haha..
theresa was a nice lady who i tot was doing well until.............

*snip* *snip* *snip*
theresa: OOOOOOOOOPS!!!
me(at the same time) : OOOOOOOCHHHHHHHHHH!!!

the lady killed my cuticle!!!!!!!!!! okay mabbie i am exaggerating a little cos it was one tiny mistake.. but i couldnt help thinking of the horror stories gera told me ..

i was abt to throw a hissy fit but she did seem rather fierce.. wat if she messes up the other nails ? heh... so i kept quiet..n it was not that bad after all cos she did a good job painting them...

i have one milion and one things to rant and complain wif regards to service in spore ... but until next time.. cheerio~

mydearlabbit

2004-09-30T03:06:00.000-07:00

finally figured out how to werk tis..
that is my stuffed toy bunny aka labbit ...=)

cute isn't it ? okie that's all... i still haven done wat i'm supposed to do for tmr's tutorial....

theonewiththehotsoup

2004-09-30T02:11:00.000-07:00

lazzzy hazzzy rainny wednesday..

met up with sy n hit the shops with nothing much in MY wallet... it's reallie miserable to b in town when 1 is broke...tsk tsk..

tried some nice shoes but of cos if i had the $$$$$$ i'd get some nice aldo shoes instead of c n k.

In the end we messed up the salesger (haha) by trying so many sizes of the same type of shoes...and leaving without buying even one!

stopped by thaiExpress @ citylink for a bite .... must try: tom yum soup !.... was tearing n sniffling while slurping down the soup ...*sniff* but it's good.. reallie packs a punchh..

window.shopping......saw sl at hollywood secrets.. can you believe it? she's one of those lucky peeps who got the 49cts tix to bangkok.She protested when i suggested she got it cos she was kiasu enuff...haha.. wonder y i always run into her.hmm..

two gers one camera... wat tricks can we be up to?? really if you wud bother... your legs look uber skinny in the NEL door panels..i can stare at my legs thruout the whole journey if nt blocked by those peeps standing rite in front of me...!#$&*;@#@*!!

can you spot us in the foto...?

later~~~

ugh

2004-09-24T10:46:00.000-07:00

ugh .. this sux... gonna change it the next day !!
anyway ...thks jon for helpin' this idiot with tis..
ugh.. still have not reaad thru tmr's seminar article...

wonder if i can even wake up tmr... sheesh..